Thoughts....

Thoughts that were sometime mine are not,
Things that I did are somehow unfamiliar,
I try to work out the things meticulously
But the result is the same.
Don’t know what is happening, but I am feeling lame.
Love of my life is going away, but still I don’t cry
Love of my life is going away, but still I don’t try.
When I try to find the fault, I repeatedly loose
Coz it is not that can be figured, out of the blues.
I try to forget but I remember the time,We spent together with the blessing of Lord Valentine.

Solitude

I know I am alone; but I don’t know why
My mind in on the floor but my thought still flies.
Trying to find a reason for this solitude,
But all goes in vain;
God knows how I will come out of this pain.
Maybe it is the stillness of the moment or maybe it is the unknown anguish,
But still it haunts me with the fear that I don’t relish.
I try to remember the first time in a long time that somebody cared, first time in a long time when I was not alone.
Desire: is what I need, desire for more, desire to be liked or maybe desire of someone in my life,
And every time I desire, I find myself alone in the light.
Now I know that I expect too much,
For not everyone in this world is lucky enough.
Then I feel that why should I worry,
As I know who I am and maybe that is destiny……….