Solitude

I know I am alone; but I don’t know why
My mind in on the floor but my thought still flies.
Trying to find a reason for this solitude,
But all goes in vain;
God knows how I will come out of this pain.
Maybe it is the stillness of the moment or maybe it is the unknown anguish,
But still it haunts me with the fear that I don’t relish.
I try to remember the first time in a long time that somebody cared, first time in a long time when I was not alone.
Desire: is what I need, desire for more, desire to be liked or maybe desire of someone in my life,
And every time I desire, I find myself alone in the light.
Now I know that I expect too much,
For not everyone in this world is lucky enough.
Then I feel that why should I worry,
As I know who I am and maybe that is destiny……….